This thread could have been titled "The OASIS" as this is coming like a drink of ice cold fresh water to the perched. I for one am very relieved that we did not have a sad mystery or some sad and tragic end to the story. I had a feeling that something like that was happening, and I hope you had people around you to help get you moved in your absence.
I hope you find much more grace and mercy than condemnation. Lesson here is to give people the benefit of the doubt and that we CAN trust each other on here more than not. (yes, I too have been burned....but odds are still great for trustworthy fellows on here).
Rest up Bro, and the praying folks on here will keep you in God's mind often (and more theologically correct - on our minds and hearts - as God is most aware of all at all times already! I mean, this one time......).
John